Things have been really busy.
Work is hectic.
Things with N & I are the same. One step forward, 2 steps back.
Things are awful, things are heavenly... Things are diabolical, things are sunshine & lollypops...We are enemies ,we are each others greatest encouragement... up down, up, down.
I still feel like I can't function in work. Music still makes me cry. Bad days are killing me, good days are an instant cure.
I feel like he has the switch to the sunshine and he allows me just enough to keep me alive...
wow. u shouldnt be going thru all of these feelings/problems/intensities/etc at so early
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(selah)
at times it sounds like yer Hubby is bipolar or
something of the sort. dunno. we only have yer
side to ponder/read.
blessings,
cb45