Friday, 12 August 2011

Stress...

I went to the doctor today and explained that I had thought I'd had a throat infection and hadn't been able to eat, and the temperature and everything.
She had a look and confirmed the stress theory.
The poor woman, I cried my eyes out in her office! I told her I wasn't coping and she gave me three days off work. That makes me feel so much better. Like I have some time to breathe. She told me I need to talk to someone so it's not all in my head and I told her I've arranged to see our pre-marriage counsellor.


I really feel like I should leave my job. I can't fight the battles I need to fight there when I'm so low and I can't face all of my meetings and all of the people I need to talk to. I can't focus and I know they need someone in this role who can.
Or maybe I could work part time? I think I could get things done and if I only had to go in 2 or three days I think I could cope.
Either way I know I shouldn't make that decision right now.

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